Song Talk #3: “The Ballroom Is Empty”
In honour
of my upcoming "Very Late Launch" concert on December 10th (see
previous post), I am devoting this third "Song Talk" article to a
song from my latest CD, The Devil's Day Off.
* holding my breath
* inside out
* no love lost
* you can’t take it with you
* bad
I think you’ll agree that
these topics (a fairly typical crop) leave the songwriters a considerable
amount of room to maneuver. Some of us
feel that imaginary points can be scored by working as many of the topics into
one song as possible, but that’s really not necessary. For some there is also a bit of songwriter
machismo over whose song was written latest, with the winner (maybe
David Keeble…) just polishing up the final
verse as he/she heads for the microphone to perform. But a last-minute approach
is neither compulsory nor common; indeed, there are as many approaches and
styles as there are participants.
What Song-Along
is, above all, is an excuse to write and perform new songs. In my experience,
the combination of a deadline and the prospect of performing focuses the mind
wonderfully. Preparing for one
of these events (the 2010 Song-Along, I think), the topic that grabbed me was
“ghosts.” Now I have written a couple of funny Halloween songs in my time, and
I might easily have gone down that road. However, on this occasion what emerged
was a vivid, melancholy story-song about memory, imagination, and long-lost
love.
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except for the moonlight
no one has danced here for years
So it’s already a
song about loss; it is night, in a building that is literally abandoned, but
holds the traces of vanished luxury and the memories of generations of dancers
and musicians.
fragments and shards
of a crystal decanter
cast infinitesimal gleams
(It’s not often I
get the chance to work in that wonderfully delicate word, “infinitesimal”; in
fact I’m pretty sure this is the only time so far…)
So where are the
ghosts? As so often happens, when the time and the place are suitable, they are
summoned out of memory:
out of the silence
I conjure an orchestra
couples whirl out of thin air
pressure of palm
at the small of your back
and I’m holding you close
with my cheek in your hair
A solitary man in
an abandoned building suddenly re-experiences, very vividly, sensations and
emotions from a time long gone. What else is a haunting, really?
As a Song-Along
creation, “The Ballroom Is Empty” had its first outings with only my modest solo
guitar accompaniment, and it worked pretty well that way. On the new CD, however, it finally got the full ballroom treatment I had imagined, with Alex
Vlamis capturing the feel (and the necessarily variable rhythm) perfectly on
the grand piano. James Stephens added
the haunting strings, Brian Sanderson worked his horn magic, and Alise Marlane
provided some ghostly feminine resonance.
Like many of my
story songs, it’s a bit longer than the standard 120 seconds of a pop tune; still,
I always feel a touch of regretful nostalgia when the dream (or the haunting)
ends, and daylight banishes the sweet illusions:
unbroken cobwebs across every doorway,
with mildew and ruin possessing the hall
A fellow
participant in that year’s Song-Along, Jeremy Owen, had kind words for me when
he heard the song for the second time:
“The highlight of
this magnificent evening, for me, was Tom Lips whom I knew but didn’t know that
I knew. Tom wrote and performed a song about ghosts for this year’s Song-Along
that completely sunk my ghost song’s battleship and some small part of me has
been singing it ever since. Happily, he played that song again this night and
it was like seeing an old friend.”